Monday, October 30, 2006
did i tell you that i love you?
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together
MMM it's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at the stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
[Piano playing..]
And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree now
It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
[Piano playing..]
MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I woke up,
You look so gorgeous sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together
[Guitar playing..]
~Better Together, Jack Johnson~
love you bebbb.. !!
Thursday, October 26, 2006
misty
i feel the need to play piano againi need to go to Allan's soon
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
the 5th
hi, my name is winna. and this is my 5th post for today. i have no life.on letting go
"Suffering is not holding you. You are holding suffering. When youbecome good at the art of letting sufferings go, then you'll come to
realize how unnecessary it was for you to drag those burdens around with you. "
-Osho
idul fitri
just spent the last half an hour texting, sending message, calling and emailing people. asking for forgiveness.it feels a lil bit scary and exciting at the same time. scary because im afraid they wont forgive me cause they still hate me. but exciting when they started replying my messages =)
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On Private Insurance
I am becoming the bithc that I always hateBecause I found myself ringing my private insurance a couple of times, complaining about the same frikin thing
And im going nowhere
Because private insurance people are a bunch of nobs
And what takes them so long to cancel my membership now!?!?!
Fcukin.
dont you wish you have more hours in a day?
sometimes i wonder.. there are heaps of things that need to be done everyday. dont you wish you have more hours in a day? more hours and more energy. so you do this and that, finish those, and then the rest of them. then you feel tired. you want to take a holiday but you cant. because time keeps on ticking and you have no choice but to keep doing what you've got to do. there is no time for complaining, no time for whinging, no time for a long nap during the day. you can still do the complaining. you can still do the crying. but that doesnt mean that your responsibilities would evaporate into the air and disappear forever. so you keep on going. to finish things one after another.Friday, October 20, 2006
nerd to the core
have you ever used eBay Selling Manager? i think it's awesome!now i dont regret doing development with smarty at work.
oh modern age.. i heart you
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i long to hear someone singing in the shower
singing the la disco chenta song..Wednesday, October 18, 2006
they say it represents our real life
i had a dream i was running away from something. i ran and i ran. at some point my feet cannot run anymore. so i drag myself with my hands, grabbing poles on the fences and drags my body. faster faster faster, you cannot be caught.i woke up feeling hot. sweat all over my body. and not wanting to go to work.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
begini deh nasib pedagang
katanya customer itu raja. katanya mereka itu berhak marah2 kl ini itu nya ga sesuai ama ekspektasi mereka. sumpeee bikin susah banget kadang2ugh
Monday, October 16, 2006
i think im going mad?
all living things contains a measure of madness that moves them in strange, sometimes inexplicable ways~life of pi~
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i dont want to throw my tantrum here just because im stressing out that tomorrow is monday. oh how i hate doing frikin coding. but i dont wanna talk about it anymore because it's gonna make me more stressed out. but i need to release my anger. but how? how meh?
Friday, October 13, 2006
ah yes..
so weekend is finally here..how am i? uhm.. can't complaint. melbourne's weather is always weird as usual. a lot happened on my workplace as usual. a lot of idleness, a lot of insecurity and heaps of changes. the so-called restructure.. (whatever)
one of my friend at work told me that i spent too much time on the phone. but that's alright. i like the fact that i am socializing, which means i am still lucky that i have friends to gossip with, to talk about handbags, talk about all the designers.. (i just knew that betina liano and roy had already divorced!)
did i tell you that my manager had resigned today at 5 to 3 in the afternoon? OMIGOD. Being a person that is so shitty on programming, losing such a mentor is absolutely SHOCKING. i should bleed all the information from him before he's gone, for sure.
eBay has been very quiet. maybe somehow people in australia knows that i'm fastin and cannot be too tired working on ebay after work because it's gonna make me becoming thiner and thiner.
ah.. im tired.
i think living in a new house is the same like meeting a new friend. somtimes, it looks perfect when the first time we met. all nice. but after a couple of months you started to know the condition of the house. whether your house is humid, lack of ventilation, etc etc. the first couple of weeks i tried to sleep alone in this house i cant sleep for days. but now, i think i get to know the house better. every corner of it had become more and more familiar to me. i love you house.
and have you ever heard about Octane? Check it out here.. http://octanestations.com . Why? because not only that they had the best cherry and white chocolate muffin ever, they also had a damn good taste of music. hell yeah!
and why am i litening to Iron and Wine? i dont know. they have good songs to listen to i guess.
i.m.t.i.r.e.d.i.w.a.n.t.t.o.s.l.e.e.p
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l a t e r
p e o p le
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b l o g
Sunday, October 08, 2006
guess what i've got for my birthday?!
after 3 years of agony in dreaming and wishing that i could have it, finally..
tengkyu bebbb, you're the best!! =)
Friday, October 06, 2006
tomorrow
Is my birthday. And I already have a plan for my birthday. That is:1. not touching ebay for the whole 24hours
2. not touching ebay for the whole 24hours
3. not touching ebay for the whole 24 hours
4. eat with beb in south yarra steak house (my friend at work said that it’s very well known for the best steak in Melbourne)
5. I wanna turn off my brain for the whole 24 hours (this should be easy as it always comes off naturally)
6. and do whatever iwant for the whole day
7. for example, open my fast with krispy kreme ice cream sundae
8. and.. did I mention not touching ebay for the whole 24 hours?